Americano? (:

It's americano time , haha. (:
No honestly , it's not. XD
For that , it's rather zebrahead time , but whatever.

I don't care what you might think about me. You'll get by without me if you want.
Well, I could be the one who take you home.Baby we could rock the night alone.
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down, but sugar don't forgetin' what you already know, that I could be the one to turn you on. We could be the talk across the town. Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another. You might regret what you let slip away.

aww , Jason Mraz - Geek in the pink. <3 Old song , but i like it. I like Jason Mraz , though.

My playlist for the last half an hour :d

• Morse Code for Suckers
• Two wrongs don't make a right
• Blindside
• One shot
• Juggernauts
• All for none and none for all
• Veils and Visions 
• Hit the Ground

And now guess the band :D

Okay, enough of that. With what did I spent my day again? ermn.
First of all it's late again. 01:01 pm. I always try to go to bed faster , but it wont work. I know that , i feel it.
But i'm not sleepy , so who cares? If i am , I go to sleep. So there shoudn't be a problem. XD

Aw yes, my day. I was lazy again and made a youtube video.
The quali sucks. It's because of my computer. Sometimes I think I should kill my computer. I'm really looking forward to get a new one , finally.

Check my youtube account , btw:  "my youtube account"


Oh , I'm getting a little tired.What a suprise. :D
You , with your hat. Me , with my boots. We are , we are the dandy cowboys. :D

Good Night. (:

Dunno o:

I'm sitting here. 1:40 pm again.  Strong Headache getting on my nerves.
I could go to bed and sleep. Instead of that i'm sitting here and feeling bored. whoaomfg.
I can't collect the will to do something , for hell!
krrrrrrrr :d  .. :D 
I need a change.
A change - that's it. This stupid regular day order bores me.
What should I do though anyway? I'm giving a yawn , having headache and thinking of a big change in my life!?  wth :D
I really should sleep.  .. in a minute.

What about my day.. , nothing special. no new epic love. nothing to narrate excited.
Spent my day babysitting my little brother .. uhm :

Yha , tiring little monster.


I spent my evening with going to a kermis with my friend. The kirmes was unhappily a big fail.

                                    a big fätt döner , hihi.

Good Night now. ♥

Just sth. as a short story

okay , i guess i'll start now .. it's my first time trying to write an english text though.  mistakes are in , i know very well. 

she was falling to sleep.
she got sleepy just seconds ago , feeling now getting warmer. it was always as if her body got lighter , while her dream came closer. that's not that easy said. This dream was as a hell , because it became a irresistible droug.

It pulled her to this fairy tale , who's beeing there is the wish of every child. This also got to her desire , just when she entered. She always smelt this beautiful scent of perfection. Love. She couldn't get apart of that.

Her feet got self-reliant and took a step forwards. Again and again.  Then she always noticed her whole self feeling this longing of this dreamprincess. The horrible droug.
It happens and nobody can change. Her body moves until there is this shadow again.
Hands turn her around.
"Here you're again." , smirked the dream. That was crazy. It shouln't be like this. She never should get beholden with perfection.
But she always fell in the same trick of herselfs desire. She was so reflected of her beautiful appearance and tender that she couldn't think with clear thoughts , she was enchanted.
Her heartbeat got from second to second faster. Her hands started to tremble. There was this ineffable feeling in her stomach , just when she looked in this big , green eyes.
Her hands wanted to touch this beautiful face of her , to hold this soft hands. They wanted the love.
She always knew that it was wrong to fall in love. But that was overdone. This girl even wasn't real.

A gentle touch calmed her trembling hands. "It's okay , my dear." , her princess told it in this cloying voice.
Saying these words she stroke her cheek. Amie tried to smile to her ; She smiled back and Amie's stomach fell under the table. She reached to this smile and grazed her face.
She wanted more an got more. In a gentle way.
The soft hands of the dream ran down the body and started to unbutton Amie's shirt.
The lips were nearing and skimed. After Amie's shirt was doffed , her dreamwoman stroke her tum , gliding to her breasts.   It was as if she got more than this perfect satisfaction.
Just after this the lips touched and started a deep kiss.
It's one of this moment you never want to end.
But exactly this was the hell, where someone discovers that nothing was real.
She woke up , dripped with sweat. Couldn't believe that everything was a dream .. again.
The Touch and the kiss , she always feels it as if it was real. Even after the dream.

100 random questions :D

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN A RING?   Ermn , yha.    
2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?   Like 5 months :D     
3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?   It was aaa ... chain , actually
4. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU DROPPED YOUR CELL? hahaha .. dunno
5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?   in mc donalds .. a few weeks ago. *sulks*
6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?   nothing really .. :d  .. or maybe , food.
7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?  chinese! <3
8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? the hair
9. ONE FAVORITE SONG:   We speak no americano  , HAHA (:
10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?   Germany *sulks again*
11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED anno-gymnasium?
12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER? aldi talk! what else :D
13. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?  green and blue
14. LONGEST JOB HELD:   I hadn't any job yet, so wtf
15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE? yha .. o.o
16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE? for what? thats boring.
17. LAST WEDDING ATTENDED? Forgot ^^"
18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY? my father .. i think
19. LAST TIME YOU ATTENDED CHURCH: easter
20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT: KFC and mc'donals , of course (:
21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE HEARD:  mhhh ..
22. FAVORTIE FOOD:  burger
23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS? Asia Buffet or chinesische mauer (:
24. CAN YOU COOK? LOL...a little
25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE? car .. uhm.
26. BEST KISSER? me <3  ... not
27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED? today !! :D because of feeling lucky
28. MOST DISLIKED FOOD: mushrooms
29. FAVORTIE TYPE OF MUSIC: it changes , don't have a specious favorite type
30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF: my saddle
31. THING YOU LIKE THE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:  oh.. I'm a pretty good listener
32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB? 5 hours. but i didn't had a job yet. XD
33. FAVORITE MOVIE? changes , can't decide (:
34. CAN YOU SING? I'd really like to.
35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED? Zebrahead
36. LAST KISS? yha , today
37. LAST MOVIE RENTED: number 23
38. THING YOU NEVER LEAVE HOME WITHOUT? my mobilephone
39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT? Anywhere warm
40. DO YOU LIKE CHINESE FOOD? YHA! *_*
41. HOW BIG IS YOUR BED? one metre maybe
42. IS YOUR ROOM CLEAN? yapps!
43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER? desktop
44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN? I don't have one
45. DO YOU SMOKE? bah , no
46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES ON? With
47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT? my teddy
48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK? it's pretty hard. so they don't work GOOD.
49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE? one time
50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST? Pancakes <3
51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE? it goes.
52. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? hard
53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? no
54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE:  my mother
55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST? hah , svenja
56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED? "Good Night , love you" um. o.o
57. MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING? mcdonalds  
 58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS? 4
59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW? grey jeans and a google tshirt. (:
60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC OR SONG? Take me to the hospital
61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J SANDWICH? Strawberry
62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL? a bit o:
63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO SWIM? sure
64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM? lemon<3
65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS? i don't feel anything for a map o.o
66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF? I'm queer.
67. ARE YOU HAPPY WITH YOUR LIFE SO FAR? yha ... there is worse
68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY? ya
69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? Summer <3
70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID? dunno , maybe some hours ago.
71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING? 10:00 pm
72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER: warm chocolate <3
73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET? HAHA , never! (:
74. CATS OR DOGS? nobody /:
75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET? Geyser. <3
76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED? They are the coolest man of the world , of course
77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND? meeting friends .. I think
78. HAS SOMEONE YOU LOVE EVER DIED? yes
79. WHAT IS THE THIRD LETTER OF YOUR NAME? N
80. HOW OLD ARE YOUR PETS? I don't have pets, fu.
81. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Aurich
82. ARE YOU SICK? what a provocant question. no , i'm not.
83. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL? I have to.
84. IS THE BATHROOM OPEN? As if I had the joy to stand up to look if it's open o;
85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?  no
86. ARE YOU WATCHING MTV? not now.
87. ARE YOU SMILING? no , not really. i'm tired.
88. DO YOU HAVE ON EYELINER? yo
89. DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE? I like it , but this never means that i'm able to it (:
90. ARE YOU BLONDE? gosh, no.
91. EVER BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT? nope
92. DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? no
93. Who is your crush? nobody for hell.
94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME? Can't decide for one XD
95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT/TRUNKS? purple :D
96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST? yeah , at the end of august
97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH? yha
98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE? no
99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER? yäpp. (:
100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS? yha. 

Finish , finish , finish ! <3

That was TIRING :D 

but haha ,  as if somebody would read this.  however , good night ♥

The first post of the beginning

Should I write something special in my first post? Something epic for witch I'll be proud in a few months?
I don't think so. (:
Actually I want to welcome everybody to my blog. It's kinda weird to welcome people to their blog in the first post , but whatever.

I've got headache. That's getting on my mood.
But this evening was very pleasent. My friend invited me to a chinese restaurant and our conversation made me feel good in a diffrent way.  So .. thank you , Svenja. (:

Ich weiß noch bei unserem ersten Gespräch , das war schon so anders irgendwie. Lustiger.  (:

This picture is an older picture of a visiting in the same restaurant. It was also nice. Memories you know. (:

Gosh , I love chinese food. Hours passed and I'm still full -> just to describe the amount of food I've eaten there. Surely because it was that delicious. (:

Good Night (: ♥